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January 8, 2013


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For you all to understand

Journal Entry: Tue Jan 8, 2013, 5:11 PM
This will probably be the last "personal" journal or something for a while... I am trying to cut down on those since I'm getting older and frankly i feel i am getting older [weird]

for those of you who still are hearing rumors about my opinions.

i love everybody equally, no matter who you are, what you look like, or what your choices are. everyone deserves the same amount of love and respect.

and even though i may not show it, it is the one thing i have tried to work hard on about myself, i cannot be perfect, and i will falter when it comes to this, but it is really important for me to have this viewpoint on everyone. so yes i know i have obviously made many mistakes in the past, but each time it happens i try to recognize it and it helps me and motivates me to try and get to this goal, even if it just a little. i know i can seem like a bad person but you know now i want to be better.

that is all you need to know about me.

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velack13 Featured By Owner Jan 26, 2013
hello urn
zavraan Featured By Owner Jan 11, 2013  Hobbyist Filmographer

Don't give a darn thing they say! A human is MENT to have bad traits. Hell...what is it with these people they don't understand?
At first sight, you're and awesome artist who is willing to show her talent and has a unique style. But when you do SOMETHING slightly bad, then you're the most horrible person in the world. :/

Yeah right. NEWS FLASH.
All artsts grow UP. They have to get to colige * or not * and they have a life to live. They can't give their life to the internet. And besides, having bad traits is good. Can you imagine a world with ONLY good traits? then you're gonna complain about how PERFECT you are. XD

"You're so perfect it's annoying"

Me: Oh right~ And having autism is also a crime huh?
Believe me, I am not always bright and happy as my sona Laya. I am actually quite cranky and piky most of the time. I am not the most acceptible person in Holland. And I am very timid. Very.Timid. ._.

And besides, if we met in real life, I'm also gonna expect the bad side. Because I don't want to become so angry anymore. When you meet someone nice, expect his/hers bad traits and forgive them. Anger takes over.

And I don't give a fart about clothing either. XD I hate beautifull over dressed clothing style actually. When a girl walks up to me and sais: Why arn't you wearing a dress?

I would go rude and say: I NEED to be beautifull???? Just for you???

I'M FABULOUS. AND URNAM IS ALSO. :icondatassplz:
Anyway, what you just wrote here, I have the same. When I turned 15 and reached 16, I wanted to improve myself BY myself. I realized that my behaviour was a little overeacting. So I looked at my bad traits and improved.
And so, I am now the loving, caring and inspirational Laura today. c:

We all love you Urnam! :huggle:
Sorry for the loooooong wise comment. ;W; I have this thing willing to cheer my friends up. XD
Urnam-BOT Featured By Owner Jan 11, 2013  Student Digital Artist
i LOVE your ability to think so differently and uniquely than i've ever seen anyone think like before... and you have the best way of making people feel accepted...

aw, zav you're such a wonderful person :glomp:

now that i AM turning 16 i want to overreact less and stuff... it really is the best thing to do for now.

thank you so much ;O;
zavraan Featured By Owner Jan 11, 2013  Hobbyist Filmographer

Naw. <3 I do my best. I don't want to see people sad. You deserve my wisdom! :heart:
CsioSoft Featured By Owner Jan 10, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
i understand! you don't have to worry, if that's the case! bad moments happen and pass! it always happen!
WolfStar991 Featured By Owner Jan 9, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
No one is perfect urnam <3
Roguedome Featured By Owner Jan 9, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
I remember I had this same problem, an all you can really do is pray. Nobody is perfect, (except Job, cause God called him so) and If they were, I would be freaked out... 0.o :) I will pray for you my friend!
SilverTheTwilight Featured By Owner Jan 9, 2013  Hobbyist Filmographer
Nobodys perfect. Its ok if you make a mistake, you can only learn if you make a mistake after all. And I don't think you are a horrible person, not at all! So, chin up! We are all behind you!
Hi-TuVy Featured By Owner Jan 8, 2013  Student Digital Artist
Well if you didnt make any mistakes then i would be scared... Youre human, im human, nobody is perfect. BUT you belive in forgiveness and so do i. Therefore i think all youre friends, watcher, family, ect forgive for whatever mistakes youve done.
TheSilverDragoness Featured By Owner Jan 8, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I'm 100% positive that everyone experiences this sometime or another. While we may forever try to work on improving ourselves, we'll never be perfect.

Hey, love who you are already. I mean, whenever I'm stressed, unhappy, and/or felling down and I come across your profile, I suddenly stop and seem to rethink myself and calm down. I don't know why, but that's what happens. After a while of running around your gallery and journals and stuff, I am much better than what I was. I'm not joking about this, it's true.

So be who you are, cause you're an amazing person!
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