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Journal Entry: Tue Jan 8, 2013, 5:11 PM
This will probably be the last "personal" journal or something for a while... I am trying to cut down on those since I'm getting older and frankly i feel i am getting older [weird]

for those of you who still are hearing rumors about my opinions.

i love everybody equally, no matter who you are, what you look like, or what your choices are. everyone deserves the same amount of love and respect.

and even though i may not show it, it is the one thing i have tried to work hard on about myself, i cannot be perfect, and i will falter when it comes to this, but it is really important for me to have this viewpoint on everyone. so yes i know i have obviously made many mistakes in the past, but each time it happens i try to recognize it and it helps me and motivates me to try and get to this goal, even if it just a little. i know i can seem like a bad person but you know now i want to be better.

that is all you need to know about me.




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:iconvelack13:
velack13 Featured By Owner Jan 26, 2013
hello urn
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:iconzavraan:
zavraan Featured By Owner Jan 11, 2013  Hobbyist Filmographer
* GREG HUG *

Don't give a darn thing they say! A human is MENT to have bad traits. Hell...what is it with these people they don't understand?
At first sight, you're and awesome artist who is willing to show her talent and has a unique style. But when you do SOMETHING slightly bad, then you're the most horrible person in the world. :/

Yeah right. NEWS FLASH.
All artsts grow UP. They have to get to colige * or not * and they have a life to live. They can't give their life to the internet. And besides, having bad traits is good. Can you imagine a world with ONLY good traits? then you're gonna complain about how PERFECT you are. XD

"You're so perfect it's annoying"

Me: Oh right~ And having autism is also a crime huh?
Believe me, I am not always bright and happy as my sona Laya. I am actually quite cranky and piky most of the time. I am not the most acceptible person in Holland. And I am very timid. Very.Timid. ._.

And besides, if we met in real life, I'm also gonna expect the bad side. Because I don't want to become so angry anymore. When you meet someone nice, expect his/hers bad traits and forgive them. Anger takes over.

And I don't give a fart about clothing either. XD I hate beautifull over dressed clothing style actually. When a girl walks up to me and sais: Why arn't you wearing a dress?

I would go rude and say: Bitch...please...do I NEED to be beautifull???? Just for you???

I'M FABULOUS. AND URNAM IS ALSO. :icondatassplz:
Anyway, what you just wrote here, I have the same. When I turned 15 and reached 16, I wanted to improve myself BY myself. I realized that my behaviour was a little overeacting. So I looked at my bad traits and improved.
And so, I am now the loving, caring and inspirational Laura today. c:

We all love you Urnam! :huggle:
Sorry for the loooooong wise comment. ;W; I have this thing willing to cheer my friends up. XD
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:iconurnam-bot:
Urnam-BOT Featured By Owner Jan 11, 2013  Student Digital Artist
i LOVE your ability to think so differently and uniquely than i've ever seen anyone think like before... and you have the best way of making people feel accepted...

aw, zav you're such a wonderful person :glomp:

now that i AM turning 16 i want to overreact less and stuff... it really is the best thing to do for now.

thank you so much ;O;
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:iconzavraan:
zavraan Featured By Owner Jan 11, 2013  Hobbyist Filmographer
AH. Y U SO NICE? ;W;

Naw. <3 I do my best. I don't want to see people sad. You deserve my wisdom! :heart:
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CsioSoft Featured By Owner Jan 10, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
i understand! you don't have to worry, if that's the case! bad moments happen and pass! it always happen!
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WolfStar991 Featured By Owner Jan 9, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
No one is perfect urnam <3
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Roguedome Featured By Owner Jan 9, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
I remember I had this same problem, an all you can really do is pray. Nobody is perfect, (except Job, cause God called him so) and If they were, I would be freaked out... 0.o :) I will pray for you my friend!
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SilverTheTwilight Featured By Owner Jan 9, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Nobodys perfect. Its ok if you make a mistake, you can only learn if you make a mistake after all. And I don't think you are a horrible person, not at all! So, chin up! We are all behind you!
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Hi-TuVy Featured By Owner Jan 8, 2013  Student Digital Artist
Well if you didnt make any mistakes then i would be scared... Youre human, im human, nobody is perfect. BUT you belive in forgiveness and so do i. Therefore i think all youre friends, watcher, family, ect forgive for whatever mistakes youve done.
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TheSilverDragoness Featured By Owner Jan 8, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I'm 100% positive that everyone experiences this sometime or another. While we may forever try to work on improving ourselves, we'll never be perfect.

Hey, love who you are already. I mean, whenever I'm stressed, unhappy, and/or felling down and I come across your profile, I suddenly stop and seem to rethink myself and calm down. I don't know why, but that's what happens. After a while of running around your gallery and journals and stuff, I am much better than what I was. I'm not joking about this, it's true.

So be who you are, cause you're an amazing person!
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MataTheSporeFanatic Featured By Owner Jan 8, 2013  Hobbyist Filmographer
Baaaww... I've been idolizing you for a long time now, and I KNOW you aren't a bad person. Don't you ever think that you are, or i'll have to write you a three-paged lecture about how you aren't.
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SnowyYogurt Featured By Owner Jan 8, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Urnam don't mature on us now! :iconcryingplz:

:iconbeggingplz: Don't leave me here alone......
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Sunimacrud Featured By Owner Jan 8, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
No one is perfect, we have our flaws. But that's okay.
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catty2990 Featured By Owner Jan 8, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
:sing: Nobodys perfect! ///shot for sing hannah montana
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TheFelidays Featured By Owner Jan 8, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
xurnam you can never make me believe truly that you're bad, first of all I don't think anyone is really bad also I've always forgiven people for their mistakes, everyone makes mistakes, I just believe in forgiveness so don't worry i'll always be here for your support!!! :)
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:iconurnam-bot:
Urnam-BOT Featured By Owner Jan 8, 2013  Student Digital Artist
:hug:
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:iconthefelidays:
TheFelidays Featured By Owner Jan 8, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
X3
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TheMajikalCocoa Featured By Owner Jan 8, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
It's ok! No one is perfect, (well, God is perfect... After all he is the Lord) ad I'm sure I've made more mistakes then you... Don't ask... -.-'
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Gl00MYF0X Featured By Owner Jan 8, 2013
Sarah, you give me hope in humanity ok? And, everyone makes mistakes ^^ It`s what makes us Humans after all right? x3
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Dawnshade1 Featured By Owner Jan 8, 2013  Student Filmographer
Awww...Urnam....
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FlightoftheOwl Featured By Owner Jan 8, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Yeah, I understand. You need to focus on other things for a while. I should be doing the rest of my French homework...lD

I have not heard these rumors. I do not think you act like that at all. Everyone makes mistakes. There are always haters on any website, even here. Don't worry, you're really sweet and awesome, and no one expects you to be perfect. As Dory says (sorry for the Nemo reference, just popped into my head lD), "Just keep swimming! Just keep swimming!"
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EspyTheRussian Featured By Owner Jan 8, 2013  Student Digital Artist
Ah Urn, mistakes are for humans, which you are one of, everyone should realize this by now. c:
As long as you make an effort to fix those mistakes, thats what makes you better than everyone else.
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Mien-cat Featured By Owner Jan 8, 2013  Student Digital Artist
It really is about how others believe you are, as much as how you behave.
you put in the effort, others will recognize. That goes for everything :3
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MagicalClam Featured By Owner Jan 8, 2013  Student General Artist
Your only human Urn, even if your a great artist, people shouldn't expect you to be perfect, no one is perfect. c:
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TanzyTanz Featured By Owner Jan 8, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
...
:iconbwavoplz:
inhinhinhinnnnn
that was beautiful urnam
here
have some nutella
:iconnutellaplz:
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:iconurnam-bot:
Urnam-BOT Featured By Owner Jan 8, 2013  Student Digital Artist
*eats whole jar*
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:icontanzytanz:
TanzyTanz Featured By Owner Jan 8, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
something tells me
you're not hungry
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EllaScout Featured By Owner Jan 8, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
I never believe rumors. Some people just want to give you a bad apperance in anyway possible. Of course, if some one is loyal, they wouldn't follow the rumors, or even suppect it might be true. Like myself. (not trying to be a show off or anything, I just see myself like that)
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Wolfchick36 Featured By Owner Jan 8, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
:3 Mistakes make you human. Let me just say, I felt so happy when I read this and proud :) You give me hope about the people on this planet and there need to be more like you :)
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Urnam-BOT Featured By Owner Jan 8, 2013  Student Digital Artist
aw >w< do you mean that? :glomp:
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:iconwolfchick36:
Wolfchick36 Featured By Owner Jan 8, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Of course :) I try not to lie about these things XD
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LullabyTheKitty Featured By Owner Jan 8, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
im glad to hear this from you urnam C': i understand!~
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SevenLevelsOfChaos Featured By Owner Jan 8, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
It's fine! I understand perfectly! I know you can't be perfect, no one can!
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XTwilight-SerenityX Featured By Owner Jan 8, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
sara ( i think i spelt ur name wrong.. sorry) belive me every once makes mistakes, you dont need to feel bad
no one can expect you to be perfect, if they do than honistly there ass holes. dont feel bad just trun up the tunes and keep going =3
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Auroraz365 Featured By Owner Jan 8, 2013  Student Digital Artist
Yeah I'm sure we all understand ;) some times you just gotta take a break from it all (lol sorry from the really quick response). :)
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